From : MUNICH/GERMANY
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Jens Sethi - A letter to David
Subject : EXPERIENCES OF AN EX-SAI BABA
DEVOTEE
Hello David Bailey, I am giving you a
thorough account of my traumatic experiences with Sathya Sai Baba and hope that
this will help people understand what he is all about. All the details are the
truth and can be seen as testimony. I could and would testify to the following
in an open court.
I am thirty-five years old and have been
interested in spiritual matters since my childhood. For a long time I
worshipped Jesus and Padre Pio, then after reading Yogananda’s ‘Autobiography
of a Yogi’ I turned towards the yogi path.
In October 1988 I became an ardent
follower of Sathya Sai Baba, and came to Puttaparthi for the first time in
September 1989. Since then I visited Puttaparthi regularly every year and was
totally absorbed in the ‘aura’ of Sai Baba. I was fully convinced of his
avatarhood and became so devoted that I was thinking and contemplating all the
time about him alone.
In 1989 I read ‘Lord of the Air’ by Tal
Brooks (a young male USA ex-devotee who wrote of Sai Baba’s sexual abuse of
him), but I did not believe, thinking “Tal only wants to decry Baba”. I was
just ignoring the facts.
Over the years I had hundreds of darshans
but never an interview. In 1993 I became a little suspicious about Sai Baba’s
lifestyle and the activities in the ashram. Every year I could see costly new
buildings and felt an increasing commercialisation was going on. In 1996 I saw
Sai Baba leaving the ashram in an expensive ‘Jaguar’ and other costly cars like
‘Mercedes’ and ‘BMW’ of the big class. But I still believed him to be the Kali
avatar of the age.
On 17th January 1996 I got my first
interview and he was very kind telling me nice things like “I will give you
everything” as he touched and stroked my head. He said “I know you’re not sure
about your life and future and so on. Also unhappiness from women. I know,
don’t worry. Also you have some bad thoughts, not good”. Then he said “I give
you everything according to health, spirituality and life. Everything. I give
you infinite love. You and me will become one”. I touched his robe and he put
his hand on the top of my head saying “I give you separate interview”.
On 20th January 1996 I got the second
interview. Already days before, he had established a strange eye-contact with
me indicating the coming interview. My wife and I went to the interview and he
acted very disappointed at seeing me together with my wife. He took me alone
into the interview room and said “She is diseased and much older than you.
Please separate from her”. I was really shocked and replied “She is attached to
me”.
I asked him to give her some spiritual
instruction, which he readily agreed to do, but he had something else on his
mind.
Without asking permission he started
kissing me on my lips for some time, and later asked me to open my trousers and
‘materialised’ some oil which he rubbed on the skin above my genitals. I felt
very bad about all of this, but accepted, as I fully trusted Sai Baba.
Then he took my wife into the private
interview room alone, and told her “Either you separate from the boy or I throw
you out of Puttaparthi!”. He appeared wild and furious (my wife told me
afterwards) and she shivered all over. When she reappeared in a very short
time, looking red faced and very scared, nobody dared ask her what happened in
there.
He saw me again some days later in
darshan and asked whether I had separated or not. I said “Not yet”. He turned
away and shouted so all people could hear “Bad, Bad boy!!!” He was so
aggressive and seemed to radiate such an aura of evil that I was really
shocked. We immediately left and went to north India for some pilgrimage.
This was a turning point, but after a
time I decided to go once more to Sai Baba to clarify the matter. At the end of
1996 I returned to India and got interview on 4th December. In the interview he
said “Where are you from?” When I told him I was from Germany, he responded
“You are also a Hitler!”. Shocked, I thought to myself “He is not very kind is
he?”
Nevertheless, in the private room the
greedy old man kissed me again direct and continuously on my lips for about
twenty seconds, and gently stroked my back. By now I was certain that something
was very wrong.
On 28th December I was again called for
interview and he produced a golden ring which didn’t fit well on my finger in
spite of his blowing on it. In the private chamber he said “Come” and again
kissed me on the lips for some time as before. This time I resisted and he
gurgled “Have no fear”. I said “I have no fear”. Then he said “This is a good
opportunity, so many waiting for months and will not get”. This baffled me. I’m
sure people don’t wait for mouth kisses in Puttaparthi.
Then his mood totally changed and I did
have some fear. He commanded me to remove my trousers, unzipped my fly and went
with his right hand into my underpants. Sathya Sai Baba the ‘divine’ touched
and massaged my genitals unasked. He expected some erection, but this didn’t
happen for I didn’t feel any sexual excitement, no lust in the presence of a
seventy years old man. I was really disgusted. Then he had the impudence to say
“It is very weak, don’t waste energy”. When I looked at him I realised the
truth about him and was shocked indeed. Soon afterwards, without another word,
he sent me out of the room.
Back in Germany I did intense research on
the internet and came across an article from Jed Geyerhahn and was very happy
to have found somebody with similar experiences.
As I still had some luggage in Puttaparthi I returned in November 1999
to collect it, taking with me two internet pages to discuss with some friends
there. Unfortunately a lady came into possession of the material and took it to
the Puttaparthi police station. Then I went through several interrogations with
the police there.
A Mr. Reddy repeatedly asked from whom I got the material, and what would be
the password. I told him India is still a democracy and I can carry whatever
material I have with me, but he took no heed of my words. I told him that no
password was needed to enter the net and everyone has free access to the
material there. He sent me to an e-mail shop, accompanied by a policeman who
waited, but the computers connected with Hydrabad are very slow, and therefore
I could not enter the website.
Finally the inspector, Mr. Reddy, took my
passport away and said “Unless you give me the password and name of the person
I declare you guilty and will not allow you to leave Puttaparthi”. He treated
me very badly, like a criminal, especially during the last interrogation and I
had several witnesses to this incident. All of this because I had been in
possession of two pages which I had not even written myself.
He then walked me, my wife and an
American friend into the ashram, and once inside the gate, he again asked me
the stupid question about the password. At the time I couldn’t understand why
he should do so, but today I know he was showing us to some people or trustees
whom we could not see or recognise.
I had another appointment on 1st November
with the police, which was the day I intended to go to Delhi, but without my
passport it would not be possible. On 30th October, late in the evening, two
people whom I know and an unknown person came to our unit and one of them
warned me that my life was in danger and I should leave immediately.
My wife and I left very early next
morning, for Delhi. At Dharmmavaram rail station the police were searching for
us, but we entered the train at Anantapur. There is a police station near the
platform which we had to pass to enter the train, and the very moment I saw
that I told my wife to go into the train separately. My wife heard a group of
policemen talking about searching for somebody and caught the words ‘passport,
Delhi and telegram’. We were in serious danger but fortunately I was dressed
like an Indian, and escaped identification.
So we escaped and reached Delhi, and went
immediately to the German Embassy. I got a travel document after telling them
of my experience, and the Embassy official said a protest note would be sent to
the Indian Government. He told me such an act is illegal and they knew of
similar cases.
I want to inform you that at the police
station in Puttaparthi the policeman had a bunch of both foreign and Indian
passports in a drawer under a table, and once I saw them in his hand. This is
just an observation, I don’t know to whom they belonged.
During this frightening time at
Puttaparthi I met an Italian couple we
knew there and tried to tell them what had happened to me in interview with Sai
Baba. They just closed their eyes and the lady shouted “Be quiet!! Shut up!!
Sai Baba is our God, and all the bad stories are not true!!” Then they turned
away. These same people had told me many years before that they could never
find any peace at the ashram, and couldn’t understand it. But they would not
listen to those who know it better. Nobody can possibly imagine how I felt
while all of this was happening. I suffered a lot.
I met one ex-soldier from Ruanda who is
very tall and handsome. This person has also been sexually molested by Sai Baba
and he told me his story. He is married and his Japanese wife is a fanatical
Sai Baba supporter. They have one child. He totally depends on her and can see
no way to get free from Sai Baba. He has been given many gifts from Sai Baba
like rings, bracelet, gold watch. Sai Baba touched his testicles and massaged
his genitals at least twice. The gifts look like payment for prostitution, but
a prostitute and her customer have a mutual agreement whereas the male
devotees are molested against their
will, and they come for a completely different purpose.
Our strong faith in Sai Baba has been
misused by the same Baba, through his paedophile behaviour, and this is the
most disgraceful thing he could do.
However there are many other
irregularities waiting to be clarified. I also want to let you know that Baba was
willing to leave Puttaparthi on 28th November 1999 for Bangalore for a heart
treatment but he didn’t because of the internet story about it. This is known
to me from the police inspector who blamed me for having brought the internet
pages to Puttaparthi. I have a good friend in Puttaparthi who is a shop keeper,
and he had already told me that in November 1999 Baba had two heart attacks and
went for treatment to Bangalore. He also said that most of the people who know
about it don’t believe that Sai Baba will survive the next two years.
The Trustees are very concerned and
alarmed about the internet.
Further I want to let you know (in case
you do not) that Sathya Sai Baba was not born in Puttaparthi but in
Karnatakka-Nagepalle village near Puttaparthi. Baba’s mother came from this
place and according to tradition she has to deliver the child where she comes
from. I know this from a person who was born in Puttaparthi and lives there for
over forty years. The villager said it is an open secret, everyone knows it but
is fearful to say it. You see, from the very beginning Baba and his followers
were lying.
Please study the statement Krishna, a
friend of Sai Baba’s youth, made to Erlendur Haraldsson. Never was a devotee so
close to Sai Baba for such a long time as Krishna. He spent twenty-four hours a
day with Sai Baba for some time. This was almost sixty years ago. Eventually
Krishna left Sai Baba and went to Hydrabad. In an interview with Haraldsson,
Krishna said that even in those days Sai Baba was more like a politician or
chieftain of a feudal system. Krishna also said “Whatever Baba may have, one
thing he has not, and this is compassion”.
I hope that this nightmare comes to an
end and I hope that by the Grace of the Almighty, all people round the globe
may know about the misdeeds of Sai Baba, a mighty demon who came in the guise
of a spurious saint, only interested in self-glorification, name and fame.
He is a master - of deception.
Yours sincerely,
Jens and Gurprit
Sethi