To: Former Devotees of Sathya Sai Baba
November 8, 2000
Last July, I read the ‘Findings’ posted on the
Internet by David and Faye Bailey. They reveal Sai Baba to be a fraud,
charlatan, and worse, a pedophile. I have since read most of the Internet
material on two different websites, as well as many testimonials from victims,
a magazine article in NEXUS [an Australian publication] and the lengthy article
published in The Daily Telegraph [one of the largest circulation newspapers in
the UK] on October 28, 2000. I was a 20 year devotee of Sathya Sai Baba, but
have since withdrawn from all Sai activities and organizations.
I am a licensed professional counselor. In my
practice I work with victims of sexual abuse and incest. I recognized
immediately the consistent theme in the stories told by young men from around
the world who have come forward to describe their victimization by this man
masquerading as God. Whether the victim is from Australia or Germany, Sweden or
the U.S., Denmark, or the Netherlands, all described the same manner of sexual
misconduct on the part of Sathya Sai Baba. There is also testimony from young
men in my community who said they were inappropriately touched by Baba or knew
others in their traveling parties who were. This is a major violation of trust,
especially when one considers the power differential between a purported Avatar
(God incarnate) and a youngster believing him to be God, therefore all good and
all powerful. Not only were their bodies abused, their minds and spirits were
violated as well.
It is very difficult for both genders to admit they
have been victims of sexual assault. It is particularly difficult for young men
and boys to acknowledge such vulnerability. Those who have come forward display
a great deal of courage in their willingness to speak the unspeakable. When it
comes to sexual abuse of children, I have found that those who have been abused
and then recant, for the most part, do so out of fear of reprisal, or worse,
coercion by their families. Sexual
assault is so shocking that often a Parent’s only emotional defense is denial.
How terrible it is for youngsters to be victims of a such an ugly crime and then
to be disbelieved by the very people who are charged with their protection.
Parental denial, in this case, the need for parents to take care of themselves
instead of their children, victimizes the children further, and even worse,
exonerates the perpetrator. These young men have nothing to gain by telling
their stories in an international forum except perhaps the restoration of their
personal power and integrity, their self respect, and the knowledge that their
willingness to expose the pedophile may prevent other boys from enduring a
similar violation.
As a licensed therapist, I am a mandatory reporter of
suspected child abuse as are doctors, nurses, teachers, psychologists, social
workers, school counselors, clergy, and others. As I began to come to terms
with the truth of Sai Baba’s pedophilia, I asked myself the following
questions: Can I justify to the state licensing authority my worship of, and
blind loyalty to, a guru in India who claims to be God on the one hand, and
stands publicly accused by victims around the world of pedophilia? How do I
justify the Baba organization’s efforts to suppress these accusations, when I
am obligated by law to report them?
My journey to Baba started early in life. As a child
I did not find God in the Christian faith of my family. Talk of God was there,
but His spirit was absent. By the time I was 18 I had tried three different
denominations. Disillusioned, I declared myself an atheist and gave up on
religion, spirituality and God for 20 years. When I was in my late 30’s (the
year was 1978) I took a philosophy course at my local community college and my
professor, a former Jesuit, introduced me to Sai Baba. He was an honest man, an
educated man, and a wise man. If he believed that Sai Baba was a divine
incarnation, I was willing to take a look. I read and believed the testimonials
of Howard Murphet, an Australian author, Dr. Jack Hislop, president of the Sai
Organization of the Americas, Phyllis Krystal, a psychotherapist, Dr. Samuel
Sandweiss, a psychiatrist, Dr. Kasturi, Baba’s official interpreter, and many
others. These were, in my mind, very credible people. I relied on Sai’s
representations, “I have not come to start a new religion” and “Where money is
I am not.” I applauded his “Ceiling on Desires” program and the Education in
Human Values program, when it came into being. Sai Baba is very godly in his
demeanor. I made 3 trips to India, in 1985, 1995, and 1996. We were scheduled
to go again in January, 2001. I was mesmerized by him and believed he could do
no wrong. He was, after all, God incarnate.
I was writing a book, with seven chapters completed,
about Baba, my spiritual journey and its compatibility with the practice of
psycho/spiritual therapy. My husband and I were serving on committees
organizing the Sathya Sai School in West Hartford, CT and the Sathya Sai summer
camp in Woodstock, CT. I have also been a workshop facilitator at the regional
retreats, and numerous meditation retreats held in our region. Both of us have
been officers in our local Sai Center several times; I was vice-president before
my resignation in July,2000.
Dr. Goldstein and other officials in the organization
are suppressing information, and attacking former devotees who have testified
against Sai Baba. There is, for example, a letter from a woman in California
which was sent to all Center presidents. In our center it was suppressed by the
president and devotions coordinator because they were told to do so by the
regional president. In the US freedom of speech and access to information are
rights protected by law. This material
cannot be suppressed. People will eventually find out as we did and then feel
doubly betrayed; first by Sai, and then by the organization and our fellow
devotees. Sai devotees resent the
organization being labeled a cult, yet these are clearly cult practices and
mind control techniques.
Since we first saw the information on the Internet,
we have talked to three different mental health professionals. In three
separate conversations, they identified the cult practices, mind control, and
brainwashing techniques. These are truths we could no longer deny.
It is troubling that neither Sai Baba himself nor the
officials who head up the organization are willing to confront the accusations.
If he and the organization have nothing to hide, then the accusations should be
confronted directly, rather than with rehashed accounts of Sai’s miracles and
divinity, and being told to rely only on one’s own experience. When people
start thinking independently these stories lose their impact. All the miracle stories have now become
suspect and are being seriously questioned by growing numbers of people.
Ultimately, suppression is the poorest of tactics, because at the least it
indicates something to hide, and at worst, it is viewed as an admission of
guilt.
Saying Sai predicted this in advance – “soon many
devotees will fall away” -- is irrelevant.
This predication resulted from his realization that the information on
the Internet would be disseminated widely. It appears to be a lame attempt to
save face. Instructions to stay off the Internet simply arouses more curiosity
among most people. Eventually this tactic won’t work, except for those who are
not able or willing to think for themselves. Indeed, postings on the Internet
should be considered carefully, but the Internet is not the problem here. The
problem is Sai Baba’s behavior. No one is denying he touches male genitals.
Knowledge about this is so widespread it cannot be denied without the
organization losing total credibility. People delude themselves with comments
like, “he is God, he has no sexual intent” or “boys need to be tamed in that
regard” or “it is a therapeutic touch, like a doctor.” How can a rational human
being believe this? Obviously the boys who have come forward with their tragic
stories aren’t accepting these explanations. How can we? As one psychologist
said to us, “There is never any reason to touch genitals, outside of the
requirements of a medical exam or established ritual, such as circumcision. It
is degrading, humiliating, and a violation of the sanctity and privacy of one’s
body. The touching of genitals has only one intent, and that is sexual.” If Sai
Baba is indeed God, he has no need to touch genitals, which he has been doing
for decades.
It was the multiple testimony of sexual abuse of boys
and young men that turned me away from Baba.
There is no conspiracy here, as some have claimed; these people are from
many different countries. My decision was reinforced by accusations of fake
materializations (which I have since seen on a video tape), the misuse of
money, and even murder. The accusations should be examined carefully in the Sai
centers, not lost in suppression or in clouds of blind devotion. It is also
interesting to note that videotapes have not been sold in the Sai Baba bookstore
[Tustin, California] for years. Is it because videotapes clearly show Baba’s
sleight of hand in making vibuthi [holy ash]?
God is Truth and Light. Eventually darkness is
dispelled and Truth is known to all. One thing I know with certainty, the evil
of sexual abuse of children flourishes in secrecy, denial, and collusion by
those in authority with the child molester. They often are family members
wishing to avoid shame. Many are guilty
here, not just Sai Baba. Who is willing to speak out against this evil? Who
speaks for the children? Has anyone asked the boys who were touched and/or
sexually assaulted by Baba if it was OK with them? Have they been healed, or
their sexuality tamed?
I was not injured personally by Baba. Indeed, my
study of God and cosmology intensified and I have grown in my spirituality.
However, now knowing the truth, I cannot credit Baba with either creating these
teachings or my spiritual growth. When
one prays with a pure heart, God answers.
Baba is not God, but there is a God in this universe who responds to our
prayers. What Baba teaches is the perennial philosophy which can be found in
the Vedas, Upanishads, Bible, Koran and other holy scripture. He has led us to
believe that quotes from the Bhagavad-Gita, Gandhi, Buddha, Jesus, Narada, and many of the sages and saints of India
are original to him. I don_t know if
Baba originated anything. The teachings are good. It is unfortunate the
teacher could not lead by example, and live up to the human values he espoused.
His actions now speak so loudly I can no longer hear his words.
Even on the first day of discovering my chosen god
form was a fraud and a criminal, an overwhelming sense of relief overshadowed my
sorrow. Now I understand why. I am relieved to have come out of the darkness
into the light. “From untruth, lead us
to Truth, from darkness, lead us to Light.” I am relieved to have found the God
of the Universe who resides in our hearts. I am so relieved to be free again. I
pray we all soon discover that the abode of supreme peace is as near to us as
the beating of our own hearts.
Elena A. Hartgering